To the last drop

He stood beside me for a moment, studying the machine. At first I though I might be in his way, but I realized the brooding calm of an older person trying to figure something out before he began using it. This is a practice which I have only recently adopted. Maybe it is because I am nearing, if not in, middle age and the capacity of my internal storage is nearing full. Or maybe I realize that idont need to retain everything and so an unfamiliar coffee maker is something of a mystery every time I approach it. I do, however, count on it tone there and be functional.

The thought of not knowing where my morning cup can be found is enough to send me into a panic. Allow me to repeat this, because I really do mean it. The thought of not knowing where my morning cup can be found is enough to send me into a panic. I’m not sure I would be able to go to sleep without a plan for morning caffination. A keen diagnostician might call this addiction. I have no basis for disagreement,nor do I feel compelled to alter my behavior.

Lacking this willingness, however, I am condemned to a certain amount of suffering. When we realized that the machine was not dispensing regular coffee, the older man and I exchanged dismay at the situation. “I thought it always worked,” he said. “WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN IT’S NOT WORKING!?!” I wanted to yell. “WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IN THE MORNING!?!” I refrained from screaming. This is the sort of behavior that gives addicts a bad name, and I did not want to be responsible for sullying my fellows’ reputation any further than it already has been. You can be sure, however, that I will be checking the machine regularly before bedtime to make sure the situation is rectified.

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Raindrops on Roses

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The Japanese maple is making a comeback, which pleases me. It did not really seem like a goner, but I was not sure if it would send off new leaves this year or just take the summer off. The tree had been blasted pretty hard by the late frost, which in reality was not so much late as it was preceded by an unseasonably warm spell. So the Japanese maple, like so many other things, came out earlier than it would have otherwise, offering tender leaves to Jack Frost’s final salad of the year. The new leaves’ scarlet hue contrasts with the deep crimson of the frostbitten, giving the effect of being two different plants.

The new growth also ensures that there is a scrim between the porch and the street, which is important if one is sitting on the porch on a rainy Sunday afternoon. Were this the fall, it would be a perfect day to watch a football game. Not being that season, it’s probably more fun to sit and watch the garden grow as it is nourished by the precipitation. In college, in the summers, I would work for the school during the day and watch the rain fall in the evening. It fell every evening back then, as if we lived in Hawaii. That’s the summer during which I first listened to John Coltrane, and a summer rain shower always provokes me to play “My Favorite Things.”

Of which peonie roses are quickly becoming one. Their lustrous blooms are more in harmony with the other plants in the garden than a monarchical America Beauty could ever hope to be. That is neither to underestimate or denigrate the beauty of the peonie rose. It is more testament to the fact that, like a great chorister, the peonie rose gains greater esteem by blending its beauty with the other members of its cohort. Not so with the butterfly bush, extending itself toward the sky with great rapidity. This bush, it seems, assumes that fecundity is the key to avoiding the pruning shears. As with much in life, what we do to avoid what we fear most is often that which results in its manifestation.

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Big Love Fest

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Answering The Call

Kids today. They just don’t know how good they’ve got it. What with their cellular phones and flat screens and high speed internets. Why when I was their age, we didn’t even know what the internets were. [Editor's note: Erskine Cherry knew what the internets were. The rest of us thought Erskine Cherry was more than a half-bubble off. Some kind of cross between Frank Zappa singing about the invention of AIDS in some subterranean lab in Leesburg and Weird Al frantically trying to figure out why Coolio hates him. But the Editor digresses.] The point is that our technology was limited to one phone at the end of the hall. When that phone would ring, whoever was closest would pick it up and yell down the corridor to whoever the phone was for. Occasionally, a sweet, thick voice would come over the line from Mobile Bay and ask for “Morgan.”

I did not know any “Morgan” and said so, but the voice was insistent that Morgan Geer did, in fact, live there. A picture started to come together, and I assured the caller that yes, indeed, Mr. Geer did keep a room in the building but that he was not in the area at the moment. He was actually far away and would be for a while. That was my understanding at least, since I was staying in his room at the time. Having been in his room for several days, I had not seen Chris. Or Morgan. Now I was getting confused.

Thing is, Chris Geer was a blues man. Even in his absence, people talked about his talent for laying down some mean 16 bar blues. For you kids, these were the days of the great grunge explosion, when all those sounds we had been slam dancing to in small clubs in seedy neighborhoods sprang into the mainstream. It was hard times for soul survivors, and the fact that Chris Geer was an actual survivor only added to the mythos. All I know is something about a Kharman Gia and an unexpected arboreal encounter, but the lingering evidence in the form of a facial scar only heightened my impression that Chris Geer operated in an atmosphere more rarified than the one I stumbled through.

The voice that called for Morgan, however, was a pretty familiar one to me. Mine called from the banks of the Harpeth River, but it was pretty much the same in all other respects. This was a voice beyond grunge and slide guitar. It’s a voice of home that is both more fundamental and more complicated than the ones we like to make up for ourselves. If you ask me, this is the voice that we will have to answer sooner or later if we want to know who we really are in this world. Deep stuff, for sure, and the kind of stuff that could drive a man to drink until he cries out in his drunkenness for some type of salvation.

Not that I find “Into the Missionfield,” the new album by Morgan Geer’s outfit Drunken Prayer to be some sort of desperate cry from the dark night of the soul. It is more of a set of character studies of people who will, are, or maybe should have called across the void in the way of John Hiatt (with whom Geer shares a pernicious growl and the ability to turn a phrase) to ask “Is anybody there?” in ways that heighten the ambiguity of whether the “anybody” need be divine or simply sublime. Take the first track, “Brazil,” for instance. First of all, it defied my expectation of either hard rock or rockin’ blues as Geer’s shot out of the gate. Instead it’s a slow rocking entreaty for a love that is, again defying all expectation, requited. It is, in fact, a sweet tune without being saccharine.

Anyone looking to Drunken Prayer for a shot of blues served neat does not have to wait very long. The very next track, “Ain’t No Grave,” has more than enough raw power to get even the most barbecue-laden drunkard to get up and shake his ass. That’s kind of the point, I suppose, but this also serves as an introduction to those things of the spirit which appear readily enough to make you wonder if Morgan is looking to get elected a deacon. [Editor's note: Since Geer is clearly working from a Baptist rather than an Episcopal idiom, he'd be elected rather than appointed.] And clearly, too, this is a shoutin’ church. Not because Geer is shouting all the time, but he is more often than not straightforward in addressing his subjects.

This is how it is done up in the mountains, but it can scare the Lowlanders and maybe that’s why the music on “Into the Missionfield” so often softens into the steamy nights of the deep south. It’s enough to make a man wonder if Geer did not dig up Jim Dickenson and set him in the corner of the studio for the duration of the recording session. Hear the fiddle, piano, acoustic guitar, and pedal steel come together around the lyrics of “Maryjane” in a low country boil that doesn’t quite make the potatoes fall apart, but certainly softens them up.

Softened up for what, though? Why are we getting all this nourishment? Well, my friends, mission work is hard work. Out there in the mission field, there is one soul harder to save than all the rest. If we are really going to answer that call, if we are going to walk to the end of the hall and harken to that voice, we have to be fed. By the time we reach “The Missionfield” we have been soothed and moved, prayed up and dressed down, and it’s time to finally face the storm.

And we make it through. Hallelujah! And if we faced that storm and made it through, where can’t we go? While we are on our way, why not stride, strut, and give it a little bit of a shuffle? If songs that immediately follow “The Missionfield” don’t have you doing all of the above, I would recommend either new speakers or a trip to the therapist, because you ain’t right. Not that we all can be right or stay right all the time. As Delilah knows, combing the beach in her way, just because you are looking does not mean you will be found.

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Like trying to find a haystack in a needle

When I’m in a used book store, I always look for Judge Dave and the Rainbow People. It’s a book by a Federal Judge who once presided over the Western North Carolina district. I’m sure the district has some sort of number and that the man has a name. Finding these out would require the use of Google, which is easy enough to do but would violate the intent, if not the execution, of this post. See, I could find Judge Dave and the Rainbow People on Amazon no problem. Sometimes, however, the search is as much fun as the finding.

Google specifically, and “Big Data” prophets in general, promise that they will get so good at what they do that we will be able to stop searching soon. Some of this is cause for celebration, for sure. Better directions, service and product locations, and other similar applications of location based services promise to save consumers more than $600 billion a year in the near future. This according to McKensie and Company. (Or is it McKenzie? I don’t know. I could Google it.) This is great. Google’s services are great. I think there are some extraordinarily talented people within a 50 mile radius of me who could do a remarkable amount of good work with Big Data.

But I want to be sure we don’t loose something along the way. One could, and I have, spend hours in places like The Battery Park Book Exchange looking for Judge Dave and the Rainbow People. I have not yet found it. But I have found books on the architecture, history, and culture of the place I have made my home which have enabled me to do a much better job of working with and for the people who live there. I’ve been inspired and engaged by things I never knew I was looking for. And I would have missed out on them if I had found what I was actually looking for.

For some reason, and I have no basis in fact, but I associate this kind of search with Ben Holden. I think of Ben walking across the campus at Warren Wilson, not really aimlessly but seemingly aimlessly. Ben would run into this person or that person and strike up a conversation. That might be true when he was walking around downtown too. He would listen, absorb, and synthesize information. That could be sort of a Big Data prototype, but I think of it as kind of the opposite. Then again, I’ve always been more of a lumper than a splitter.

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